Life at school has been a really weird experience lately, I’ve been taking a class that forces me to look into the media, the government and society’s motives, control methods and look at how well I know people and predict their actions.
I’ve become increasingly disappointed with advertising, the media, and the government and it’s hidden messages, and motives and ideas that they promote to people that who are not aware of it. It takes a lot of power to stop having those thoughts and actions; but it’s do-able, you just have to think twice before doing something and stop buying into advertising and accepting things for what they are. Looking for these ideas in society helps me become aware of this enough to avoid it.
I’ve found that once someone does something that I think is totally unacceptable, I can’t be bothered with them anymore. Also, it’s weird how well I know people, their behavior is generally what i expect.

It’s always a weird spot when your friend breaks up and their significant other unfriends you. I feel that it’s not awkward, and they can still be friends with me if the breakup isn’t too bad. Things like this happen, I’d be able to see their side of things without judging them. I’m such a idealistic person, I saw us being decent friends and talking about things we have in common. Nothing I can do about it this now. Goodbye.

Overall. I’m growing from all these experiences, no matter what. That’s what matters, right.